My head was no longer my own, my mind was wandering from place to place, from hither to thither, my thoughts were unmoored. After trying for days on end, I was able to unanchor my contemplation, I was able to let my mind go free. I could observe my thoughts, opinions and reasonings, I can let a train of thought carry on its own track and observe where it went, what turns it took and better myself by finding the inappropriate inclinations embedded in my mind, inclinations I could never observe before as they were part of me.
Becoming able to unmoor my thoughts was the best thing I have ever achieved, as I am now able to observe my unrestricted brain and conclude things about myself, and mankind, I was never able to witness before. It improved my self.